Justice Clarence Thomas fights back tears recalling the promise that shaped his life

By Alex Tanzer, 
updated on August 21, 2026

Supreme Court Justice Clarence Thomas became visibly emotional during a Hoover Institution appearance as he described the vow he made after both grandparents died in 1983, a promise to live the rest of his life as a memorial to theirs.

Thomas sat down with Hoover Institution fellow Peter Robinson for an on-stage conversation recorded around August 11, and the longest-serving current justice opened a window into the personal history that still drives him more than four decades after it began. His grandparents, Myers and Christine Anderson, raised him in Savannah, Georgia, after his father walked out when Thomas was seven years old. Neither grandparent had much schooling. Myers Anderson finished nine months of formal education. Christine Anderson made it to the sixth grade.

Yet Thomas, now one of the most consequential jurists in American history, credits those two people, and the values they drilled into him, with everything he has accomplished. And when he spoke about losing them, his composure broke.

A grandfather raised by a freed slave who refused to complain

Thomas described growing up on land his family worked by hand. He and his relatives farmed on part of a plantation every summer, a life of physical labor that left no room for excuses.

His grandfather's signature line, as Fox News reported, was blunt and unmistakable:

"Old man can't is dead. I helped bury him."

Thomas said that phrase echoed through their household constantly. Self-pity had no place in it. Myers Anderson had been raised by a freed slave, had almost no education, and never complained. Thomas put it plainly:

"My grandfather, no education, raised by a freed slave, and he never complained. He did it. He was just a great man. Now what do you do? How do you complain when he had nothing, no education? What do you say to it? But he sets this example of how you live your life."

For Thomas, the lesson was not abstract. It was a daily standard enforced by a man who had every reason to see himself as a victim and never did. Education was the family's highest aspiration. Thomas called it "the crown jewel" for both grandparents, even though neither had much of it themselves.

Catholic nuns who educated Thomas reinforced the same ethic. He would later recognize the pattern when he encountered the work of economist Thomas Sowell, but the foundation came first, laid by two people the world never heard of.

Thomas has long pushed back against the expectation that his race should dictate his politics, a theme he has addressed directly in other public remarks.

"I made the decision to live the rest of my life as a memorial to theirs"

When Thomas turned to the moment both grandparents died suddenly in 1983, his voice faltered. He paused to collect himself before delivering the line that has apparently guided him ever since:

"When both my grandparents died suddenly in 1983, the decision I made was to live the rest of my life as a memorial to theirs."

Robinson, the interviewer, gave Thomas space. Then he stepped in gently.

"All right. Watch this because I'm going to lighten the mood here."

The exchange was not staged drama. Thomas was not performing grief for an audience. He was a man in his mid-seventies still carrying the weight of a debt he believes he owes to two people who gave him everything they had, which, by material standards, was almost nothing.

That promise has shaped a career that spans more than three decades on the Supreme Court. Thomas has spoken before about the 1983 loss and its effect on him, but the raw emotion of this appearance underscored how central it remains.

Sowell gave Thomas "permission to think differently"

Thomas connected his grandparents' worldview directly to the intellectual framework he found in economist Thomas Sowell's writing. Sowell's book *Race and Economics* was the bridge.

"I think it's something that Professor Sowell has been trying to stress, that a lot of the groundwork to being able to do difficult things, to achieve, are attitudes. And he talks about other groups. And that's what attracted me initially to 'Race and Economics,' because if you go back and you look at 'Race and Economics,' he talks about attitude of self-reliance, of self-discipline, etc., how important those were."

Thomas said the ideas in Sowell's work were not new to him. They were the same principles he had absorbed as a child, from his grandfather, his grandmother, and the nuns who taught him. The difference was that Sowell articulated them in a framework that gave Thomas intellectual confidence to hold positions that put him at odds with prevailing opinion among Black leaders and institutions.

"Where did I first hear that? I heard it from my grandfather, the single greatest man I've ever known, my grandmother, a saintly woman, my nuns. Same thing. It's the exact same thing."

Thomas described his grandparents' philosophy in terms that cut against the grain of modern progressive orthodoxy. It was not about measuring what you lacked. It was not about grievance. It was about capacity.

"It wasn't taking the measure of what you don't have. It wasn't to complain about that, but to develop the capacity to do things that you needed to do in order to... improve your life."

That philosophy, self-reliance over complaint, discipline over grievance, has made Thomas a target for decades. His critics have questioned whether a Black man who holds such views can authentically represent the community he came from. Thomas has consistently answered that challenge by pointing to the very community that raised him.

His broader judicial philosophy reflects the same independent streak. Thomas has called on the Supreme Court to reconsider long-standing judicial doctrines and has not hesitated to stake out positions that put him in a minority even among conservative justices.

An ethic Washington could stand to hear

Thomas then drew a direct emotional parallel between his grandparents and Sowell, telling Robinson that the way he feels about the economist mirrors the reverence he holds for the people who raised him.

"And the point I'm going to make is that is the way I feel about Professor Sowell."

The statement carried weight because of what preceded it, the tears, the pause, the visible struggle to speak about Myers and Christine Anderson without breaking down. Thomas was not offering a casual compliment. He was placing Sowell in the same category as the two people he considers most responsible for the man he became.

Thomas has also been vocal about the institutional resistance he faces. He has said that elite law schools are effectively closed to conservative voices, a claim that fits the broader pattern of a man who has spent his career operating outside the boundaries that powerful institutions try to set for him.

The Hoover Institution appearance offered no bombshell legal opinion and no headline-grabbing policy pronouncement. What it offered was something rarer from a sitting Supreme Court justice: an unguarded account of where conviction comes from. For Thomas, it comes from a man with nine months of schooling who buried "old man can't" and a woman with a sixth-grade education who treated learning like a treasure she never fully possessed herself.

In a capital city that runs on credentialed expertise and institutional prestige, Thomas still measures himself against two people who had neither, and finds most of Washington wanting by comparison. That tells you everything about the man and nothing his critics want to hear.

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